The pleasure of letting myself be carried away by my desire causes me many problems in the development of a life in society: it makes it difficult for me to keep a job, it makes me get bored with friendships or relationships, and it distances me from repetitive social contact.
My "enninations"are my greatest stimulus.
I like nothing more than to indulge in rambling and dreaming. It is convenient for me to create a series of daily routines; they make me get sense of the passage of time and induce me to interact with other people. They even give my life a veneer of "normality". But I get bored of being predictable, which is why I always end up leaving the stages of everyday scenes.